Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Hear My Prayer Oh Lord!

Daddy, I Just gotta Say, I am Earning a PhD in Life. Oh My Goodness! The More I seek to Be More Like You, the More Misunderstood I am. What's Up with That? I can't Even Imagine the Frustration and Hurt You Must feel moment by moment when Your Very on Creation disowns, disrespects,  denounces and disobeys You. I truly repent for every time that I have, am and will do these things to You, My Perfect Father. 

Lord You are My Everything. I Love You and Want to make Your Name Great, Not Mine. I Need Your Help in Discerning when to Speak up and when to Remain silent. When to Advocate for Myself and when to Simply wait on You to advocate for me. Help Me know when it's Ok to " check somebody in love" and When to Be Still and Know that You Got This!  
Love ya
DaddyzGirl

Thursday, February 24, 2011

I'm Pregnant!

So I Find Myself in a Very Interesting Place. What do I do while living in between My Present and My God Ordained Destiny? The Pregnancy Test is Positive! There is Definitely Something so Precious and Powerful Growing in My Womb! I find my self smiling to myself as an expectant Mother does when they feel Movement not yet Perceived by those on the Outside. I Know Who My Baby's Father is, It is God Himself!


What do I do in the Meantime? My Baby Though it Feels Fully Developed, Has More Growing to do. I'm Having Strange Cravings, Aches and Pains, and A Variety of Emotions as Childbirth Draws Near. Yet, I hear My Deliverer Say" Just Breathe...It Is Not Time to Push Yet. There are Many Complications that come With Prematurity. " " Be Still and Know I Am God!".


So, In the Meantime, I will continue to Feast On His Word, Snack On Devotions, Sing Sweetly to the Gift Within, and Drink From the Fountain of Living Water. I Have to Be Careful to Avoid Toxic Environments and Toxic People. I Must Protect My Baby From the Contamination of Negative Spirits and Dis-Eased Personalities. 


I So Want to Share My Baby with Others. Every Mary Needs an Elizabeth. Sadly in My World, There Are Young Women Available to Nurture Younger Women and Teens. There Are Teens to Guide the Little Girls. There are Little Girls that Teach the Toddlers. There are Toddlers to Show Infants the Ropes. However, There Seems to Be a Disappearance of Midwives and "Church Mothers" to show the Way to the Forgotten Middle Aged Women Pregnant with Ministry.






~Daddyz Girl